7:52 AM
the earth nv stop revolving. life goes on. how i wish it can juz stop for a moment to allow me to catch my breath in this ever-fast paced society. i'm going out of breath!. another 40 days or so, will b promotional exams. how am i going to survive through that surreal when i am slacking all the time.??? sleeping is the only thing i can think of when i want to study. oh..that cosy warm bed is waiting for me rite now too.
i need more determination.
how do i look when i dun joke, laugh, and juz being monotone n uninterested in anything..? look horrible, uglier, or look fierce..? well..mayb all. but sometimes i really dun feel like talking esp in the morning so pls understand. i need time for myself too.
anyway, this time round of blood donation i feel that it is more painful than last time. mayb it is due to the nurse who poke wrongly or due to my running veins (quoted from the nurse). so they pull out the thick long needle den poke back. finally went in to the correct vein. my hand there is blue black now. ouch, it's still feel painful. ouch. ouch. ouch. haha..but i will not stop donating whenever i can. :) it's meaningful.
oya..haha..next time dun wan study wif tian cai le...coz the day b4 went to study wif him den in the end we end up taking talking..so nth is revised or done. haha..mayb he oso dun wan study me again le orelse we will end up chatting again. omg.
hmm..go to finish some of my hw le. hope i wont end up slping agian..haix.
where can i find my determination?
motivate me. pls.
FRIENDS;
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