2:04 AM
haiz..been 5days nv tok to him den yest i called him. suddenly, i think we drift. mayb it true that relationship that are far apart is hard to maintain. well..lots of moments of silence inbetween the talks. there are some last time, but this time more. den nth to tok. sian la. he's bored by me, i think. or, mayb i'm too sensitive, we 2 have been very tired. i'm tired by sch n he's tired by the training...or i'm finding excuses now..arghh..
been thinking of this stupid thing since i went to slp last nite. feel a bit suan in the heart but unable to cry out. no tears. or can say heartless? dunno la. any experience gal wan to gif me some advice..? like wad to tok wif him..? he a small part of my life. meet him like 2 in a month..? n my life n his are utterly different. i lead mine n he lead his. no common things. how can b i so insane by agree wif him in the first place.???!! haiz. the problem is i dunno wad is the problem..
c andrea in hospital yest, she look fine le..heard frm her today she will go home liao..she shld b home le ba..nv ask..get well soon leh..andrea..;)
arghhh.........i WAN to cry leh..everything like cope in the chest liddat wenever i think abt it..ass lo..
take 1 step at a time....
FRIENDS;
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