7:02 AM
last day of 2005. juz 1 hour more to go. kinda miss 2005 despite all those disasters happened all around. i miss cckss la. really miss it. the sch, the teachers, the classmates, even the uncles there. i noe! i noe i can visit there at anytime but it isnt the same anymore i there as EX-ccksians. i cant spend most of my time wif 4/9 n friends n beloved teachers. those memorable time spent like national day celebration, teachers' day celebration, late nite remedials on fri wif mr tan lh, n some late remedials wif mr tan wl n many more..n not to forget those days where all of us act as a source of comfort for each other as the days of olevel is coming nearer n nearer..as we noe we r not alone in this battle, everyone is wif us. omg! i really miss those words said by mrs philips. they make me reflect n she oso tok sense to me wen i get overly stubborn. she nv gif up on me despite so much failure i showed her( juz hope the result is a).
sec sch life is stressful wen u stepped into upper sec n i noe life will b even more stressful wen i decided for jc life. i noe i might not b able to meet all those wonderful teachers who guide my ways in my 4 years n help me out. nut due to them, i think i grow. so i will cope wif wadever problems tat came my way.
i fully understand tat there is no meal tat haf no goodbye(a chinese proverbs ba..) friends meet n go even how close they r. it takes 2 hands to make a friendship works. but come on, it will no longer b the same anymore even wen we can meet or wad. new friends will replace the old and slowly b forgotten. as we can no longer appear along the corridor, canteen, outside office together n laugh at our own jokes or even guess correctly wad u're thinking abt. sooner or later mayb we will juz bcum friends who merely say hi n bye wen we meet den walk off.
anyway..gd luck to every1 in the new year 2006!!!!!!! smile always..
FRIENDS;
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